Sunday, November 20, 2005

I'm an activist?

Activist Mama
You're an agitator! Your kids have grown up on the
front lines of rallies and pickets, and chances
are that you boycott at least one company for
its bad business practices. Your kids are
learning what matters to you and how they can
change what matters to them.


What kind of a freaky mother are you?
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I don't necessarily agree with this, although I've boycotted Nestle and Wal-Mart. I wouldn't necessarily call myself an activist, though. I'm too tired for that.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I has been standing alone a lot today. I've seen her do it sporadically in the past, but now she does it and looks at me with an expression that says, "Look at me! I am standing!" She even took one step this morning but I suspect it wasn't intentional.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I'm sad that this was pulled. I think the ad rocks.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

And now...the rest of the story.

Friday night P and I stayed up far too late finishing the last few episodes of Lost. We were tired but excited Saturday morning when we left for our trip. We took 4 of the kids to stay with my sister, T for the day. My mother-in-law had agreed to watch them Sunday and Monday. Our 15 year old, her friend, and the twins were coming with us to San Francisco. We met the couple we were traveling with at the airport and headed off. The flight was uneventful, although I wished that Indigo would fall asleep so I could take a nap.

We arrived at the Oakland Airport and caught a shuttle to the BART station. I should mention at this point that Phil and I and the teenagers were carrying 7 bags between us, the twins, and a double stroller. Getting on and off of the shuttle, and then on and off of the BART system was a major pain. By the time we arrived in San Francisco we were already tired and grumpy. We then walked several blocks uphill to our hotel.

The hotel was nice enough, but we quickly realized that staying at a fancy hotel isn't all that great when you can't afford to use the amenities. The 6 of us were in one room, which was smaller than it looked on their website. The bathroom didn't have a fan or a lock on the door, and when the bathroom doors were pulled shut there was a 1/2" gap between them which meant there was no such thing as true privacy. No secret rendezvous in the bathroom for us on this trip.

We dropped the teenagers and babies off at the hotel and headed out for dinner. We went to The Cheesecake Factory, but the wait was two hours and we were hungry. So we ended up eating elsewhere and taking cheesecake home for dessert. I fell asleep almost immediately while Phil and the girls stayed up watching movies.

Neither of us slept well that night, as the babies were up a lot in the night and I was feeling miserable due to all the walking and my stomach really cramping. When morning came I felt horrible and debated staying in bed for the day while the others went sight seeing.

Instead I decided to go along, and after breakfast at Lefty O'Doul's, we rode the cable car first to Ghirardelli Square where we had ice cream sundaes and then walked down Fisherman's Wharf. We visited lots of fun shops, like Crazy Shirts, where I splurged on a hemp dyed Haight Ashbury shirt that I will probably never wear in public since I got so much flak for buying it. P got me a fairly large blue pearl at The Pearl Factory and we did a lot of walking and window shopping. It was fun but after 9 hours of walking, I was exhausted and everything hurt. I was in a lot of pain when we came home.

We changed clothes and went to dinner at The Daily Grill, which was delicious and filling. Afterwards we walked around some more, window shopping, until I couldn't move another step.

That night was slightly better than the first, but the babies still did not sleep well (maybe because they were in separate cribs, instead of in bed with us!) and P and I did not get much sleep once again.

Monday morning P had a conference to attend so in the morning I stayed at the hotel. Right before noon P came back and we checked out, then he went back to the conference, leaving me with the teenagers and the twins and several hours to kill.

I had fun visiting stores I've long wanted to see, like Lush, Marc Jacobs, and Neiman Marcus. I wanted to go into Hermes and Louis Vuitton but was intimidated by the atmosphere and the fact that there were no other customers in the showroom. We ate lunch at an overpriced diner that took forever to bring our food, and walked around for several hours while the girls shopped. In the afternoon Phil and the other couple joined us and we walked around some more.

By 6:00 p.m. I'd been walking for 6 hours, my bones were aching, and it was raining. The babies were fussing and very unhappy about spending so much time in their stroller. We had planned to do the whole BART/shuttle thing but at the last minute went with an airport shuttle which was a huge relief. We arrived at the airport in plenty of time; the babies were fussy and cried a bit but finally fell asleep on the plane. We arrived in Salt Lake City exhausted and nearly froze to death in the airport parking lot hunting for our keys. It was after midnight when we left the airport and what would normally be an hour and a half drive took substantially longer since we had to pull over every 15 minutes and take a catnap.

The trip was a nice break but I'm so tired I think I need a vacation from my vacation.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

We're home.

The trip was a nice break, but very tiring. I'm exhausted.

Friday, November 04, 2005

I'm feeling lots better today. I have a lot to do to prepare for our trip. Thanks for the advice; I am looking forward to our vacation.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

I swear if this blog gets any more depressing I won't have any readers.

My life is really not all complaints but this is a place for me to get them out and sometimes, that is enough.

I think I'm getting sick. I don't feel well. I'm very tired and my throat feels raw. The last two days have been really hard for me, physically and emotionally. I needed my husband, and he was working. To be fair, he did go to the health food store for me yesterday and he joined us for Trick or Treating. I know he's got a lot going on, and I am happy for him that his career is taking off. But I need him. I had hoped when he changed jobs that he would be more available. Instead he is busier than ever.

He tells me it won't always be like this. He's juggling 3 jobs now and it's hard to fit everything in a day. All I know is he is still working around the clock and we are still broke. And one of those jobs was supposed to be 86'ed a long time ago.

We've got a trip coming up this weekend. We planned it months ago, a romantic getaway with friends to San Francisco for 3 days. We're taking along the twins and two teenagers, all staying in our room, so the romantic part is out the door. I'm hoping I feel well enough to enjoy it. I'm hoping I'm able to enjoy being with my husband instead of feeling resentment. Being broke, sick, and weepy probably does not bode well for our romantic getaway.